Dearest Dyet.
Confusion is an anathema to me. I have never been able to come to terms with nor be at peace with that word.
The antidote to confusion is clarification, and as such, is a blessing to someone like me. Clarification, as an idea, is an offering of peace from a chaotic universe.
Robert Frost had something to say about it once. Although he was talking about poems, he could have just as easily been talking about relationships:
All that said:
Just to clarify:
Just to ensure that there is no confusion:
I am absolutely taken.
By you.
I am committed to navigating this path to and with you.
Why?
Well, I told you why in one of the earlier videos when I said that you were my “dream girl”. That wasn’t me trying to be flirtatious.
That was just me. My truth as I live it.
I know I’ve said a lot of things here, in messages, and in videos. I also know that there were probably a few things said that were premature if not straight up inappropriate (more on that later).
I think I may have said this before too, but nothing I have said to you is an exaggeration. No words I have written are hyperbolic. I honestly do love you, and I can’t visualize being with anyone but you. That’s how I feel, and I am not going to deny it simply to fit society’s conception of what can and cannot be love and how it can or cannot develop or exist.
My feelings are my feelings, and I can’t do anything with them other than to express them. Plus, this just feels right to me in a way that I have never felt before.
I am positively all in on this until such time as I am told not to be.
I am also willing and able to come visit as soon as you say the word. I am not worried about weather nor time. It could be raining, cold, hot, or dark, and even if I could only see you for five minutes each day I’m in country, each trip would be rewarding, gratifying, and worthwhile.
You are worth it.
And so am I. I desire to be happy, and when I think of you, I feel like a kid chasing a balloon.
Smiling all the way.
